Thursday, December 4, 2014

What do you do?

Ever wake up on morning and realize that everything you thought you had isn't happening, and everything you hoped for isn't ever going to happen?

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Maybe confused?

Kinda don't really understand why people could have the ability to make something better choose not to change it. That's weird right? Like if I worked somewhere where there was flaws in the way of doing something and there was a really easy fix, so I bring it up, wouldn't everyone want to do that just to make it easier and better, oh right, and FIX THE PROBLEM?

Just confused lately as to why some are so content to deal with the crap they hate, rather then fix it, when that is actually in your ability to reach.

Strange right?

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Gonna come back.

So I am gonna come back with a vengeance. I have been keeping my head down, working day in, day out at a job that is okay, but not where I would like to be. I have ran into some difficulty with my weight loss, some major medical concerns, so that is going to be on hold for awhile. This is part of the reason I stopped writing, but I have a lot to say and no where to say it, so here is truly the best place. You know how we all say that we want to make a difference. Well I really mean that. I really want to. There are SO many injustices in the world, some big, some small. I've been reading other blogs, other posts on Facebook and just SO surprised by how ignorant people are. Or just uninformed. Its crazy.

Little things, last week I saw someone post about how this metal band oversexualized their video, By having different shaped women in the video dancing. This person mad a HUGE deal about how this was sexist. I was astonished how she went on and on about this metal band. ALL I could think of was, "Your kidding right?" Like really I can think of at lest 3 other music videos out right now that are worse then the video she was questioning, but she didn't even mention those. So what was this truly about? Can metal or other music other then POP music not have pretty ladies dancing on the videos? That seems like someone who has a problem with music style/genre, not the actual problem with pretty ladies dancing on videos, if it was ONLY that, then she would have a crusade about every other POP video that has come out recently, or has ever come out. She'd be ranting 24-7 about this issue. It would consume her life.

That was one thing, now what prompted me to come back online is this, I just watched SVU. It was a great show. Then they showed the preview for their upcoming show. It looks like another great one, the promo I got to see showed that this girl got locked into a bathroom with 2 guys, and then showed her screaming, them taping it, and later her in hospital beat up. She states she was assaulted. They then dig up her past and apparently she's done some videos in the past. I can only imagine where the show is gonna go with this and I can't presume to know but I want to say one thing about all this stuff lately. Just because someone does something in their private life, doesn't mean that's an open invitation for anyone to do what they want. They still have a say and if they say no then screw off. If you have to fight for something like that what did you truly win? Nothing, you are a creep. A low-life, pretty pathetic.

ALSO to anyone out there reading this at this moment, just know, IF YOU EVER have to force someone to give you what you want you've gained nothing. Just because someone is wearing sexy clothes or is drunk, doesn't mean it's open season. Like seriously, I can't believe in some people's head the idea of that is normal or okay. It's not and really, if that's something you have to do to be noticed, then you need to get some help. AND AND AND if you're someone who has been hurt, GET SOME HELP. You can't just get over it and you shouldn't. The justice part of the system can suck sometimes (they can also be helpful) and certain things, situations and stereotypes definitely need to be brought up to current realities, but resources are out there to be helpful and get you through this nasty time in your life that you don't have to go through anything alone.

So that's what was burning. I had to say that, and I will be back to say more. Sorry no other posts for 2014, its literally 4 days away since my last post. Breaks over. Hope to get some more followers, and get old ones back. Write again soon.