Sunny day.

Probably the last sunny day of the summer where it might be warm enough for me to go swimming so I did! It was wonderful. All the other times and the disturbingly coldness was worth it to be able to go and swim today it was beautiful. So I thought I'd take a picture and upload it. It's a little difficult to see me, but you can def see the pretty beach! Oh and the AWESOME boat behind me.

Its been a little crazy...

Right now doing some certifications. Some have been heavy so far. Just did suicide prevention and that was HARD. Actually had to witness a suicide that was violent, graphic, and disturbing. It made me cry and still a little disturbed by it, but I wanted to come on and say HI to all my readers. I promise I will write tomorrow. I just wanted to make sure I said HI.

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Just so sick...

Of being told that your the problem, and you have issues, when the person saying this has more issues then you. It's like when someone provokes you into reacting a certain way then you get blamed for your reaction, but you were completely provoked. SO it really wasn't your fault. Unless your a monk who has superior self-control. People think weird things. I'm so confused as to why some blame their problems on others. Like its something they struggle with or their problem, and they like project it onto you. Its so difficult to handle.

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Just saying....

People everywhere do realize that those button you push to notify the cars so you can cross the street, have not power over making the cars stop right? So if you push that little button over and over, all you're doing is making funny noises, your not stopping the cars. ALSO when they are places that it's supposed to notify the traffic light, the more you push it doesn't change the light any faster.

Just saying. Putting it out there.

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A few days ago...

I went to the beach with my partner and we were having a great time. It was awesome till their EX showed up with their new spouse. Then everything went down hill. I still went into swim, (water was actually ok), but my partner didn't want to stay anymore, so I couldn't lay out and tan or even dry off. The thing I didn't get was we were having a good time. Their EX was the ones that seemed fake. After they realized it was each other she started acting different with her spouse and their dog. They walked the length of the beach, and when they were coming back they literally stopped right in front of us and she started playing with the dog, in almost too obvious way to try and show "how happy she is now," and i was thinking, "if your so great you wouldn't need to put on a show for your EX."

I don't understand people like this. I see it all the time. It's a little sad. IT was quite silly because it was noticeable. Like her and her spouse weren't acting like that till they realized her EX was on the beach and she wouldn't stop staring. So it was a little frustrating. I know I should be a frustrated with my partner because they didn't have to let it wreck our day, but they did, which isn't cool.

Why fake happiness anyways? Your either happy or your not, that can be for just a time, or in general, but you/we need to love the life we live, and be happy in the now, rather than any other scenario.

My motto for right now: LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE!!!

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Beach

Just got back from the beach and it was disturbingly cold, but I still went in and went under a few time to get cooled off. I just had to share with you all that it was an awesome day. I keep thinking things like, I can't wait till I'm smaller and able to enjoy certain things, but I still try to LOVE life as much as I can, and I wanted all of my readers to know that no matter what people think of you or no matter what you are going through, it is possible to love the life you live.

Short weeks, plus wedding, makes for super fast time flying by.

Sorry again for not posting. I did go back to the gym, and weigh in, then the week flew by, and I had to go to a wedding, and I wasn't able to get online much the weekend I was gone, then I come back home and I'm like opps it's Sunday again and I haven't posted and people are going to be annoyed.

I am sorry and I hope I can get yas back. I will be sure to post more often and regular like I was doing, even something little everyday. IF I will not be able to post for a bit, I will let you all know.

AGAIN really sorry.
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