Wednesday, August 31, 2016

So SumerSlam 2016 Tho!

I'm going to be putting up some pictures from SummerSlam that I loved.

Here's a shot of @RandyOrton after going to SuplexCity, then delivering a RKO outta nowhere.

Then there was the horrific elbow to the forehead that caused all this blood and you seriously wondered when they were gonna call the match!




Then they finally called the match, and @BrockLesnar was the winner. 

Here's a shot of Randy's head after all was finally over.

If you missed it, I', mot sure if you can still PPV order it on TV, but you can get the @WWENetwork and watch it there. It's a complicated process for my but if you're in the USA it's like getting Netflix I hear. I so WISH it was the simple here. Just to get it I have to get cable and just too much to think about. I don't even own a TV. So there's no point. 

Peace, love and light!





Friday, August 19, 2016

IF local: tomorrow night: Aug 20th

Hey so the event is tomorrow night! I'll be there and I'll even been working! So you all must come! I know some aren't locals so be there in spirit and let me know here, by commenting!

I'll again go with an empty phone and try to get pictures if I'm not too busy!

ALL info needed below:




Facebook link to event: https://www.facebook.com/events/913706518751218/

Facebook link to Jacob's Lounge: https://www.facebook.com/jacobslounge/

PLEASE PLEASE COME!

Peace, love and light!

SUBWAY!!!

I know he will never see this but it made me so touched and I think the world needs to be reminded of just awesomeness:

To the Subway worker (if your local: at the new Clayton Park location in Halifax NS, by EB Games) who helped a sweet disabled elderly man to his table then brought his order plus got him water to drink ... you Sir are awesome.


Peace, love and light!

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Please support this event!

Hey all, I've been kinda quiet in dealing with the memories of a friend lost, but I wanted to share the info for the event coming up this weekend, so that you can make plans to be there. It would be super great if we could fill this show out! 

This is the Twitter link:


Here is the link to the event listed on Facebook for more information:


Thanks for reading, and please keep reading and commenting!

Peace, love and light! 

Monday, August 8, 2016

"Beautiful Boy"

I wrote a very personal, deep entry 2 days ago, and today I've been continuing my journey of donating things and going through everything I have. I'm here in tears due to finding more things from my best friend who due to tragic circumstances killed himself.

In finding his letters and pictures I'm taken back to our memories and hurt, that he's no longer with me. A couple of people who talk about suicide have said the following:

Don Baker said, "Inevitably the living never blame the dead -- they blame the living -- thye blame themselves."

Bill Blackburn also says, "Suicide has a ripple effect. Sometimes these ripples because tidal waves that inundate the family and others close by."

This is how I currently feel. I'm missing him so badly. He gave me breath and life, and hope. I wanted to make him proud everyday, and as I'm sitting here right now crying, and going through a hard time I just wish he was here for me to reach out to and be able to cry on his shoulder.

What I wouldn't give to hold him, or hear his voice one last time. I was lucky enough to speak with him for hours the night before it happened which was also my birthday. I've recently found a song that describes my feeling so well, it was posted to YouTube in 2013 about a young man Tom Bridegroom who died in an accident.

Here is her video, please go like and share it. It's amazing. It makes me cry, but it 100% describes how I am feeling because he really did make my life worth living, and I truly ache. Please listen!

The WHOLE song is how I feel, but this part is what I feel I have to do at the moment!

You were the one who gave me life,
A reason to wake up and try 
So why did you have to die

You the one who gave me wings,
A reason to wake up the day and sing
The song of your life.



Peace, love and light!

Saturday, August 6, 2016

R.I.P. ~ Gone, but not forgotten!

We are never at a loss for words. We can talk for hours about everything or communicate the deepest hurt with a single word, or look. With you speech is effortless and laughter is contagious. You bring love, light, kindness, caring, cheer and support into my life.

With you I can laugh, cry and say what's on my mind or just be silent. With you, it's easy to be me.

I know that if I pick up the phone you will be there. If I need help, you'll give it to me twofold. If I start to go down the wrong path, you'll  try to lead me the right way. There's no end to what you do for me and I want you to know I'll do the same for you.

~~~~~Written by me ColaGranola.



I wrote this many years ago for my best friend who is no longer with me. I lost him to suicide 2 years ago (at 15 years of friendship), and it still aches each day. This is why. He was the bestest friend. It would be 17 years if he was still rocking it out with me, and I just hope that some how he knows how much I love him and miss him!

Peace, love and light!

Monday, August 1, 2016

Beach and proud.

Hit the beach today and when I was leaving caught my flag waving around in the air and was so proud of my community LGBTQA I had to take a picture and share. @WeveHenderson already shared it and all my videos of the songs I was listening to because I wasn't near a computer. But here's the picture!


Peace, love and light!



You.

You watch me do all the work.
You act like you're the one doing it.
You sit and criticize my every move.
You complain about how hard it is while you take a puff, and have a sip.
You make me feel like I'm doing it wrong.
You sigh when I don't do it your way.
You act like you've done everything.
You actually really only moved around boxes.
You have taken things to the trash.
You have taken things to donate.
You haven't cleaned, sorted or organized.
You complain about being hurt.
You forget I'm just out of surgery.
You criticize when asked a question.
You act like I should just know.
You expect me to just know.
You want me to have this all done.
You wonder why it's not.
You pile it all on when it's one in the morning.
You expect too much.
You do nothing.
You expect everything.
You are hurting me.
You don't care.
You, not me, not us, Y ... O ... U.

Peace, love and light!