So sorry =(

Its been too long since my last post. I am sorry to all my faithful readers. I did do my weigh in and I hit 325 LBS. It is exciting to me because I was bouncing between 335 and 330, so being down to 325 is so awesome. IT makes me happy but it's still not where I want to be.

How are you all doing? I have a couple of week long courses so its been hectic, but I need to post so you don't stop reading and hate me for not positing more often!

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Rest Period

So my rest period is almost over. I go back to the gym MONDAY! Weigh in day. I wish I had one of those scales that  told me my body composition rather than just my weight, because I can see muscle where I haven't seen muscle before. It's actually pretty cool. My belly is still my belly, but I feel that will take longer to loose.

Anyways, I've been looking for oil of clove (clove oil) for weeks now. Everywhere I go they don't have it or its for sent only. So I contacted a few health food stores and nothing. It sucked.

THEN, I got an email from on AMAZING gentleman who (after hearing my current circumstance), felt compassion for me, and is ordering it in for me, and then on top of that NOT CHARGING me for this one, because I've been dealing with the pain FOR SO LONG, and I'm in a rough spot financially.

How awesome is that. These things don't happen to me, so I'm still in shock. I told him, I'd find a way to pay, and he was so great he said no the only payment he requires is hopefully the clove oil working to take away the pain, and IF it does writing him a testimonial on the product. WOW, shocked, amazed, SO awesome.

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Not that I really care but...

I got my haircut yesterday, it's still long but there's some really shorter layers and such through it, I thought it looked different, but I was teetering on whether or not it was enough of a change. I guess it wasn't, I even wore my hair down today, and not a single person noticed. So I guess its not different enough.

Meh whatever, I'm not mad, I just hoping someone would notice, or maybe they did and didn't want to say the didn't like it so they said nothing.

Thanks for all the page-views today and from what I can tell from the area of Russia!!

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Wondering.

Ever wonder why it seems like some people just always have to try and state that something can't be the way you say it is because they haven't experienced it? I have a lot lately. Like there's things I've mentioned that people are like, that can't be true, or it can't be right, or I didn't have to do that, and it's like I wanna scream ATTENTION WORLD, just because you've never come across it or experienced it yourself, doesn't mean its not a very real thing. Have you ever looked into it? Maybe you should look it up before you say something can't be true just because you haven't experienced it.

We live in a small part of the world, so I am 100% positive there is things I have not experienced that truly exist. I would never tell a man fro Italy, who is telling me of some experienced he's faced that it cannot be true. How could I? But among out own country  it seems like people think its just okay to say, nope that's not true, even though their only basis for that is the simple factor of they have not experienced it.

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SORRY

Sorry it had been a bit, I had alot come up and I wasn't even able to get near a computer, I am so sorry. I will give you all the updates within the next couple days, but one thing I wanted to try and share was a video I just watched, please watch it!!

Share this with everyone!! PLEASE!

This video made me and everyone I was watching it with (even MEN) cry. This is CRAZY BAD, the stats are for the US only but from the reports I've heard this pertains to Canada (and everywhere) just as much. stop leaving kids and animals in cars, it's stupid, you wouldn't sit in the car hot for 10 mins, why leave your CHILD in the car, ALONE?!?!?

Break.

So it's been beautiful this weekend so I decided not to go to the gym. I will be going back tomorrow  so I will let you know my progress.

I wanted to run something by my readers. You guys or gals never comment, however you check me out, so I'm gonna put this one out there.

I went to a beach today, there's 3 coves or inlets, or separate beaches to it. They are all connected but one is the furthest away. It is classified as the NUDE beach. I really wanted to go, I'm a hippie (if you haven't figured that out yet), and its something I wanted to experience.SO I went with this guy who said he'd be cool with it, but when we got there he wasn't.

SOOO have any of you ever gone to a nude beach? If so what do you think? ALL SHAPES AND SIZES, because remember I'm still 330lbs right now.

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How are you?

How are you? How are you doing? Are you doing good? 

Feeling like the only person who actually believes in something spiritual right now.Why does something as vast and diverse as religion has to annoy so many. IF you don't believe in anything, that's okay, it's your right and its totally acceptable that you don't, but that shouldn't mean that you make others feel bad for what they believe. I ALSO strongly believe that if you are someone who does believe that you should show the same respect and not make other person feel bad. In the same respect I think that people who are religious should respect other peoples beliefs. Why fight over something that is supposed to make you better? 

Why is it SO impossible to just be at peace with each other?

I'll post more later, or tomorrow, I'm gonna try to get swimming today! Thanks for being here. 

Peace, love, and light!