Sunday, July 31, 2016

I've talked about it, maybe getting time.

I've talked a many a times about YouTube, Twitter, and Facebook pages. A friend of mine has been tweeting all my blogs for me, even though he doesn't have to, but that's been AWESOME of him. I have a webcam without the proper mic or lighting. I need to get those in place before I want to start up YouTube. Right now the best I got is I guess Phone Volgs that I could post. Which I could definitely do if I got enough Twitter and Possibly Facebook followers. I haven't created those pages yet. I'm considering it though. I have more traffic here now and possibly time to start up those pages to communicate better, because people tend to not comment here as much as I'd love you all too. I suppose though it's becoming an archaic form in comparison to the volggers.

I love writing so much, it's something I love to do. I can type so fast and just spread all the words out without even thinking sometimes. It's amazing the rush and feeling I get from it. IT's amazing. That's why I write so much, and everything. As anyone whose read ALL my posts, even the oldest ones you know I write anything I'm thinking, feeling, and wanting to say. I just love to do it, and I love it when you all read it!

Anyways, if ya'll want a Twitter account from me then let me know somehow.

ALSO, my friend posted a poll on his twitter about a tattoo I want. I am looking for a purple, pink and blue (or some variation of) rainbow and a star with the same colours. You can see his poll here: https://twitter.com/WeveHenderson/status/759611255111946240 and the reason for sharing this is, IF IF IF you can create these for me and send me pictures please let him on twitter or me here know. With pictures. I want to get these tattoos as soon as I possibly can.

THANKS THANKS THANKS!

Peace, love and light!

Saturday, July 30, 2016

Smackdown 07-26-2016

Nice new opening. It's about time that they got one! I also like how they started in the ring rather then on the stage. That is really cool. Smackdown ONLY PPVs, what??? I suppose they had to do something to try to one up RAW.

6 pack challenge kinda like the 2 fatal 4 way matches. But okay I guess they are a little different because they are 6 man together, rather the two 4 man battles. Battle-Royal for the final spot is really cool. The match was awesome, and I was pulling for Kane @KaneWWE the whole time. But of course it went to Apollo @ApolloCrews. He deserves it.

The commentary team is John Layfield @JCLayfield, Mauro Ranallo @mauroranallo, and David Otunga @DavidOtunga. JBL is just JBL, and Mauro is def solid, I don't want to judge David too harshly. He hasn't been doing this long and I'm hoping he gets better. SO although they don't really seem synced, here's hoping the gel better after a new SDLive's.

So the match between Nattie @NatbyNature and Becky Lynch @BeckyLynchWWE was good. As a Canadian I so want to cheer for Nattie, but the Irish in me wins out and I love Becky. She is so talented, and I believe overlooked by WWE. I also am not fond of the RUDE Nattie. We're not rude as Canadians, so I am glad Becky FINALLY got the win! She def deserves.

I LOVED how they did the spotlight they put on the WOMEN. YESSSS. They all deserved it, but it was tooooooooooooooo funny that Eva @natalieevamarie didn't even speak. That was too funny. The only issue, was that I had hoped they would then come out and get a new WOMEN'S championship on SDLive. Since the got a new heavyweight championship, they need a women's championship.

Randy @RandyOrton is back and I love that. He won his match which is also expected since it's his first match back. He's one of my FAVES, so I'm excited to see his return and see what he is up to next.

Heath Slater @HeathSlaterOMRB came out and I was wondering what he was doing. He did awesome on the mic. I was pretty impressed. Then Rhyno @Rhyno313 outta no where takes him out. So cool. I guess that means they are both on SDLive, or we would've seen them on RAW. Well cool.

So I'm not going to commentate on the final match, I'm just going to say I was shocked. I feel Dolph Ziggler @HEELZiggler really does deserve this chance. It will be an epic match. I like Dean Ambrose @TheDeanAmbrose and Dolph. So I'll be nail biting to see who they are going ot let win it. I really will be routing for both. I'd be happy with either as a Champ, I just feel with the time Ziggler has put in and all he has gone through he def deserves to be champ.

Still kinda sad that there was nothing really about a women's title. What are the ladies fighting for? There needs to be something for them. After all the have been through it will be upsetting if it just goes back to they are "eye candy." I'll be livid. They are better then that and they deserve the best.

Peace, love and light!


Thursday, July 28, 2016

Another Mariana Joyce YouTube Comment Post

I posted a kind comment on MANY videos that I thought people were going to far, and even blogged about it. But as a YouTuber you have the power to literally stop all this. Instead of putting out AD vids and a silly little 3 min blurb of facts about you; why not genuinely address your fans and help them come to terms and understanding of everything. NO do you have to share your mental health or if there is a crisis situation, no. Sometimes life just sucks and that's that, but by making a blurb about "I'm a happy person and I'm okay," at the end of this doesn't make anyone feel better, it makes people feel like your not in control of your channel. You would acknowledge everything and address it. Where as when people have tried to get ahold of you and you've been out shopping and just acting like this didn't happen. I don't mean stop your life, but your reaction to all this and the way you speak about your viewers, makes me feel like if there isn't something wrong, or if you haven't gone through a major spiritual change, then this was all done to get more viewers. IF this was all it was then, slow clap for you. Well played. You most certainly did. Congratulations. If you didn't do any of this for that then make a genuine heartfelt video to your viewers and let them know what's up. Cut the bullshit, and get to the truth. Everyone wants to be supportive, but it's hard when things aren't adding up. Thanks.

Peace, love and light!

Raw 07-25-2016

So the beginning of introducing the whole roster of the draft split makes sense. I tried to stay away from spoilers so the 2 fatal 4 way matches shocked me. I was upset to know that they were indeed going back to splitting titles again and creating a new one. If I want to be completely honest though it does grant the chance for more talent to have more chances, rather then just the same people all the time having the titles. There is defiantly deserving talent and now I hope they get the attention they deserve.

The commentators I'm not happy with. Michael Cole @MichaelCole is just crap and has been for sometime. Corey Graves @WWEGraves I haven't liked. He's shit, and spews shit, and basically eats shit. I really hope he just gets better, but I'm guessing they are training him to be the next Cole. The only one I am truly happy with is Byron Saxton @ByronSaxton he's been a nice addition to the announce team and he's the only one that saves it for me.

Finn Balor @wwebalor winning the first fatal 4 way was shocking to me. I didn't realize he'd get this push this quick. But good for him. I love him and he's truly talented and deserves it. I just hope they don't ruin him with this Club bullshit I hear rumors about. Keep him on his own, and left him flourish. They already ruined one new guys career on the Club, don't ruin Finn.

Nia Jax @NiaJaxWWE was fed a 90 pounder soaking wet no one to show how strong she is, but it's like really, she is a nobody, and can't they get over this stupid gimmick of feeding people nobodies and actually let them face someone off the roster and not just some one you don't even see on NXT yet?

Roman Reigns @WWERomanReigns winning the 2nd was like, "Why?" he just lost the title so why would he get the chance? Give it to someone like Chris Jericho @IAmJericho would make more sense, because at least he would put on a great show with whoever you were making the CHAMP, and it'd be even greater if he was made CHAMP.

I want Finn of course to win between him and Reigns, and then between him (finn) and Seth Rollins @WWERollins I want Finn to win again. But there is no chance in hell they are making him Champ that quick. We'll have to wait and see.

The New Day @TheNewDayWWE thing, what was that? They got this Sonny Boy out there and then the Club comes out and that whole thing was just confusing. Anyone out there have a clue, you let me know, comment below.

Curtis Axel @RealCurtisAxel and the Neville @WWENeville match was just that a squash match to reintroduce Neville because of his absence. I mean WWE @WWE https://twitter.com/WWE is completely predictable. We see that in this who ERA thing.

$asha Bank$ @SashaBanksWWE winning the title was well deserved and an awesome change. I am really glad this title changed hands.

Braun Strowman @BraunStrowman Hahaha, I spoke too soon. Just when I bashed them about Nia's match the do the same thing with this one. Feeding him a 90 pounder that isn't even on our radar. This makes no sense. Braun is MORE the capable of taking out someone on the roster. Why not give us a real match? It just diminishes their greatness by feeding them someone not even in their league.

Colin Cassady @BigCassWWE and Enzo Amore @WWEAaLLday21 are 2 of my FAVES. I love the mic skills and they make me quite happy. They truly are a breath of fresh air on a stale show, and I am so glad they are getting a push. AND YAYA for Pokémon GO @PokemonGoApp making an appearance during the match!

Not trying to be hateful, but I can't stand how Cole oversells everything. It's like it's obviously not going to happen, or it didn't happen like it should've because if it was going to happen, or if it did happen correctly then Cole wouldn't have to SELL it so hard. IT ruins it.

Finn and Reigns match great match. Still confused as to why Reigns even gets the chance. I feel Finns debut was dwarfed by this, BUT I am happy he won! I didn't want Reigns to win, I do hope Seth doesn't win overall, but Their still going with the hate the authority thing, so they probably will. Oh and can I just say, "That music though!" When it comes to Finn's music. I love it!

Till Smackdown!

Peace, love and light!

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Posted this in a few Youtube videos.

Posted this in a few YouTube videos comments section of several videos that had to do with Mariana Joyce, a YouTuber who recently was trending on Twitter because her viewers thought she was being abused. I'm sharing this here as well in hopes that if people read it they will take a different take on things.

I did a lot of research on all the "accusations" people had that caused the police to be dispatched to this poor ladies home and watched loads of her videos. It's nice people care, but people jumped to incorrect conclusions. Seriously. This lady expresses she is a spiritual person, and recently experienced a life changing event, so now her videos are a little different and seem "strange" to her viewers because things are different. Certain life events can and do change you. So maybe instead of over analyzing things be supportive, caring, and don't start a hashtag and get police involved, ask questions and get answers. I myself bruise easily, I wake up with new bruises and have no idea where they come from, and I wouldn't know that they were even there. WE all need to learn that caring is a good thing, but making accusations can really affect someones life in a negative manner. You all rock for caring. I wish my blog readers let me know they care as much as you all do, I'm just saying be careful on accusations, they were well intended, she knows that.

Peace, love and light!

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment)

So something that I don't think I ever really talk about on here is WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment - From here on out to be know simply as WWE). I am a big wrestling fan. Actually as I'm typing this I am just watching the end of the Battleground PPV (Pay Per View - from here out PPV). I just realized as I was reading some Tweets that I never talk about it here very often and I really should. It's something that I love and it's fun.

Right now the WWE Title is up for grabs in a triple threat match between Dean Ambrose (current champ) @TheDeanAmbrose, Seth Rollins @WWERollins, and Roman Reigns @WWERomanReigns. You can find them on Twitter by clicking those links. The PPV was pretty good, it's the last time you get to see the superstars all together since the brand split. They are going from being all one show (just fanned out into several shows), back to being different brands that people get drafted to. I am hoping this isn't a step backwards for them. They did this before and it didn't go over well, so they got rid of it and made RAW and Smackdown just 2 shows but all superstars on both shows. Hope it goes well and it helps ratings.

Lets be clear WWE repeats itself WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too much. They take old used up gimmicks and use them over and over. I mean the draft seemed it was a punishment for some. They split up real life couples and split up groups that were good to work off one another. I do feel WWE screws with their talents personal lives TOO much. They control so much of who they are down to their look, that they even control who they date. I'm hoping that these real life couples can stand the trial WWE is putting them under and lives their lives for themselves.

The only thing a company should be able to control is your wages, and your job duties, not who you date, what tattoos you have, or what the colour of your hair is. The stupidity between them making most of the Irish talent dye their hair fire engine red is simply an incorrect stereotype. Not all Irish people have red hair.

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA Dean Ambrose @TheDeanAmbrose just kept the title of WWE champ. He won the triple threat match!!! That makes me happy. Dean is awesome.

Well I think I'll end my rant on that note and share a picture a friend shared on twitter because I agree that he is one of the biggest douches in WWE:

@WWE or check out their website: http://www.wwe.com/

Peace, love and light!


Ever realize?

I'm laying here with ice on my face trying to heal and I was just being informed as to what I should "try" to get done tomorrow and all I'm thinking is I've been told that I don't really do anything and that I need to do more. Then I just realized that I've done more sick, well hurt and recovering then they've done. Which isn't really cool. Especially when you are being made to feel like shit. Like this whole time they were supposed to be my caregiver, they could barely pull their shit together so I had to take care of me. Even when it cane down to remembering things. I was sedated, my memory was supposed to fade that should not have been my worry.

Ever realize that you are not being treated fairly? Ever realize that even though they may care thry may not be capable of being strong when you are weak? Ever realize that you care more for them, then they might care for you? Ever realize that really hurts?


Peace, love and light!

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Didn't make it, but Happy Pride!

I unfortunately didn't make it to pride. I really wanted to go but it was hard. I just still don't feel up to much from the surgery. I really hope I feel way better tomorrow. However I did try and get this shot of the rainbow that was over Halifax today, so I thought I'd share it, even in its poorer quality with you all!

Thanks for reading, more to come tomorrow.



Peace, love and light!

Friday, July 22, 2016

Happy Pride

Just wanted to shout out to the whole LGBTQA community here in Halifax, NS. It's been PRIDE week, and I've missed it due to surgery, however I plan on making the parade tomorrow, and I am so happy to be there. Unless I wake up more swollen and in pain then I am now, SO here's a bunch of pictures celebrating pride, and I'll put the addresses to where I found each of them right underneath. The pictures are not mine, I found them online and the web addresses are there to provide credit to whom deserve it. Some of the websites were pretty awesome. Check them out!






If you're local come out to the event, it will be awesome. 

Peace, love and light!

Surgery sucks.

I am currently recovering from my 1st of several oral surgeries. People forget how harsh dental/facial surgeries can be.The are harsh, and take a long time to heal from.

I have finished up my TERM at my job, and I hope hoping to land a PERM, but still no answer yet, so that's a bit stressful.

The partner thing is still weird. WE're still living together out of necessity but they still don't know what they want, although they did inform me they would be "OK" with me bringing home a female, and them being involved if that was "OK". Like how do you ever ask someone that after what you are putting them through?

CRACKED!

Anyways, tomorrow is PRIDE Parade. I haven't been able to attend anything yet, and I still don't know if I should attend, but I have a spot saved for me on the bus, due to the fact I'm not able to do anything too labour intensive till week or so from now.

If I do get to go I'll take loads of pictures and share them all with you!

Peace, love and light!

Monday, July 4, 2016

Can understand.

Now more then ever can understand why someone who was once kind, caring, compassionate, and would do anything for anybody becomes cold, and unfeeling. She gives her all day in and day out only to be pummeled down each day by the very ones she loves and cares for. She looks up hoping and praying that there's more to it then this, and that someone out there cares for her as well. But just as she begins to hope she pushed down again and feels utterly alone.

Peace, love and light!