Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Happiness is FREE.

OK, so something that has been on my mind lately is that because I carry myself the way I do and because I a bigger means I can't be poor. These people that think this I would like to ask one singe question. Do people who are thin and dressed in ripped clothes equal poor? No it doesn't. you can be fat, dress nice, and be kind and caring and still be poor. Just like you can be thin, dress horribly, and be the rudest person alive and still be rich.

Why in today's society even thought we know better we are still putting people into boxes and being judgmental about how people look. That's silly. Just like they always say, you can't judge a book by the cover, nor can you judge a human being by the way they look. I try to be nice to everyone, and I try when I can to buy nice clothes so that I feel I look good. That doesn't mean I have money. In fact, buying clothes is one of the hardest things I do. I can only shop at one store, and they are fairly unreal for clothes. Oh and since I only wear skirts that makes it hard.

Lets stop judging people and remember that anyone can be kind. It doesn't matter what your station in life is. I choose to be happy everyday, and I am happy. It doesn't matter that I don't have money. I am still happy. Like this man says, "Money doesn’t necessarily make you happy, neither does lack of it (poverty). Happiness is FREE, like Oxygen. Whether you are Rich or Poor, the decision to be happy needs to be made." ~~ Coach Romi Gill, check him out at http://romigill.com/

Peace, love and light.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Teach Peace, hope, love and understanding.


I've posted lots of things, but one thing I want to be heard above all. Peace, love, hope, and understanding are all things that we need to give. Those things we all long for. I know myself when I heard of the horrific murder that happened not even a stones throw away from me scared me to the core, and made me wonder why. The drivers who are not driving correctly scare me. The walkers who just bolt out without stopping (like your supposed to), or the bikers who run red lights, or up the center lane, they all scare me. The person who is beating their partner, to the one who thinks it's OK because they drank too much, all of this upsets me and scares me. It's not right. They are being reckless and putting my life and others lives in danger, because why? Where are they rushing, what right do they think they have to take others choices away? That all runs through my mind, but then I stop, look and listen, and remember that rather then judge I need to offer peace, love, hope, and understanding. I need to be the change I want to see in the world. That starts with me and that means I am offering compassion first always. That doesn't mean these things won't scare me or frustrate me but if I want to see peace, love, hope, and understanding, I have to give it.


(Please support the artists by going to their pages, and helping them, they deserve it for these wonderful images of what we all need a little more of. I know I will.)

Peace, love and light!

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Confusing.

So ever listen to a friend complain about something that really bothers, them and legitimately so. You completely understand their anger, frustration, and needing to vent, because rightly so the circumstance sucks, so yes vent, complain, let me be there. No problem. However, ever figure out a solution to the problem, offer it to your friend so they can change their circumstance and be happier, but they do nothing, and choose not to take your help? So whats that then? What do I do with that? Kinda a slap in the face, the problem could be fixed but your ignoring that. Hmmmm?

Peace, love and light.



SORRY

I am sorry. I have been in and out of the hospital, so I have been not near a computer. I am coming back though now, and I will be putting up another post later tonight!

So sorry.
Peace, love and light!

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Sign this petition anyone from UK, Canada, Australia and New Zealand

Please please please please go to this link and sign!!!! Even if your not from:

UK, Canada, Australia and New Zealand

Please still go and sign. This would be amazing, and I would SO SO SO love for this to finally happen. Also, it's only truly logical and common sense that this would happen anyways. 




Peace, love and light!

Sunday, November 8, 2015

13 days passed.

13 days have passed since my last post. Sorry for the delay. Something though has irked me and I really do not wish to offend anyone, but I must talk about it.

On a recent episode of CSI Cyber it was talking about racism. I LOVE THIS SHOW, however the take the writers tried to go on really bothered me. If you watch the show hopefully you know what I am referring to.

When all of this had started I myself was feeling empathy for Shad Moss's (Bow Wow) character. I could only imagine how all of this was affecting him. I mean it had to be. He was one of the only characters that were black, and it was talking about racism against black people, and it was getting pretty harsh. The did go deep down into a dark place on this particular show. It was super unsettling to me.

I am white. However I have an Uncle, and cousins that are black, and they are blood, so this sort of this offends me greatly. It's not right to make anyone feel inferior, and HATE is wrong.

However, there was a line in the show that Brody (Shad Moss - Bow Wow) was speaking to Elijah (James Van Der Beek) out of hurt, frustration, and anger and said something along the lines of, "have you ever used that word even when singing your favorite song?" (may not be exactly as stated, please refer to the show for exact correctness). This bothered me because if it's offensive to sing your favorite song, then why sing it in a song I might enjoy.

I work with kids, and I know they get confused on a regular basis, as to why it's OK for some to say one word and not the other, whether that by race or religion. We have tones of cultures/races/religions where I work, and we are all very much a family, and try to respect one another but sometimes exclusions do happen.

Is it a radical thought to just stop doing things that divide us, like stop saying slang terms that are only OK for certain people to say? Is that really that hard to do? Like if it's offensive at all for one person to say it, then maybe no one should say it and that would make it easier to have it stop.

Racism exists because we still allow for it to exist. If we stop allowing it to exist, then it wouldn't!

Peace, love and light!

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Monday, October 26, 2015

Pain

One often wonders if pain is relative. I mean I know that there are people in worse pain then me currently, but I'm in so much pain right now it's nauseating. I don't like to complain, and I might have called in sick if I'd known it was going to be this bad, but what can you do? Try to move on with my day and keep going. I SO hope I make it till the end of the day!!!

How is all of you're Monday mornings going?

Peace, love and light!

Saturday, October 24, 2015

April 30th 2016

On April 28th 2016 it will be exactly 2 years since I spoke to my best friend of 15 years, April 29th 2016 will be my 35th birthday and on April 30th 2016 it will be exactly 2 years since my best friend of 15 years killed himself.

It's not something I talk about often. But it's something that does affect me deeply. I'm in a job that makes me happy, and a good relationship, and things are looking good. However the amount of REAL genuine friends I have is limited. That saddens me. Don't get me wrong some of the friends I have are amazing and I love them so much. They mean the world to me, but most of them aren't local to me. They are long distance which makes it hard when you need a shoulder to cry on, or want someone to go to a Halloween party with.

I went to an event Friday evening for my work and while there I ran into an old friend. IT was awesome to see him again, and when we hugged I remembered why we became friends in the first place. I immediately reached out to him again, and told him how much I missed him and how much I hope we can get together soon, and awesomely enough he agreed.

So glad for the reconnect. I miss having that person who your soul can be naked with, and just genuinely you. No need to act any which way but yourself. It's the best feeling in the world.

So if anyone out there feels alone, or like you don't have anyone, reach out to me. I don't want anyone to feel like they have no one. It's not true. You have someone, we just haven't met yet.

Peace,love and light.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

This is the MAN we voted for!!!

The picture says it all...


Any questions?

Peace, love and light!

WE did it!

Sorry for the delayed response. I was ill and unable to write but I wanted to make sure I did write for whomever reads and say... WE DID IT. YAYAYAYAYA Canada we did it. We got rid of Harper, and put in the 1st ever dynastic (meaning from the same family), Prime Minister. We did it. Now we will be expecting change and I really hope he delivers.


THANK-YOU CANADA!

Peace, love and light!

Monday, October 19, 2015

Rick Mercer


Peace, love and light!

Still time!!!

Polls are still open until 8:30 p.m (locally). If you haven't yet go out and vote. Not registered? No worries, register in seconds onsite. No drive? No worries call 1-888-542-3725 (Canada wide), they will come and get you. Go vote. Less than 4 hours remain but you can still make a difference.  



Still time. Click on the picture to make it larger so you can see you time for your local and time zone. There is still time in all places right now. 

Peace, love and light!

Canada Go Vote

I know I've been very vocal about who I think should win this election. However, I feel more strongly about just getting out to vote. Stand for something or you stand for nothing. PLEASE just vote!



Peace, love and light!

Who is Andy Fillmore?



Peace, love and light!

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Harper





Peace, love and light!

Vote






Peace, love and light!

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Justin Trudeau


This man is more genuine then originally had thought. I got to meet him and talk with him a short time. I am hoping I just met the future leader of our country. He looked right at me and said super nice things, as I told him who I was and about my blogging (etc...) for this election. He was so sweet and genuine. IT was the best!

HE IS READY.
HIS TIME IS NOW.

Peace, love and light!

Godsmack

So wicked awesome night had to come on and tell someone. So quiet night at home just me and the partner, sitting around watching TV and all of the sudden he gets an email, and you'll never guess what. HE won, yes WON, tickets to see Godsmack. So just got home, and so freaking happy. Had to tell someone. Here's a crappy picture. But hey I was there.


Peace, love and light.

Friday, October 16, 2015

Tomorrow AM I meet Justin Trudeau


I am so excited. I get to meet the man I've been campaigning for tomorrow AM early in the morning. I'm kinda freaking out a little. I am just so excited.

With all the CHILDISH attack ads Harper is putting out there, I can't wait to finally meet the man I feel is best for this country!!!

YA-YA! Remember voting is October 19th and if you need a ride call 1-888-542-3725

Peace, love and light!

Monday, October 12, 2015

Be the change...


This great man said this, "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." ~~ Mahatma Gandhi. I have always cherished this quote. Simply because this is what I try to do each day. I try to be kind, caring, loving and gentle to everyone I meet. 

Don't get me wrong I am a love me or hate me type of person. I can be brutally honest when I think it's needed. I don't mince words very easily. Even then I try to be brutally honest in the kindest of ways. I think everyone deserves the truth, weather or not they may want to hear it. 

When someone tries to bully you, or make fun of you. The only reason those words can affect you is if somewhere you're insecure enough to believe them. On you realize this you then realize that it's not THEM that's hurting you, its not even the WORDS that are hurting you. It's YOU hurting you, because you don't love yourself enough to know that those things aren't true. 

Look I'm fat. I weigh 340 LBS. So believe me when I say I know those words aren't nice. At one point they hurt me especially when my MOTHER and SISTER said them. Then I learned to love ME for ME. I spent a lot of time in nature, and water, and reflected. I became comfortable being ALONE, and with just me. I learned to love who I was all by myself, learned to love being truly alone, and love every part of me. This is when those words stopped hurting. 

So if you need help to do this. I can help you and I would love to. There's nothing more embarrassing for a bully to try and hurt you, and it doesn't phase you. They are then defeated. Let's defeat them together. 

WE can do this.

YOU, YES YOU, can do this. 

Peace, love and light!



Sunday, October 11, 2015

I JUST VOTED!!!



Advance polls now open Canada!! Go vote it matters!

Peace, love and light!

Friday, October 9, 2015

Sound of silence.

Drinking a bottle of wine, and listening to the Sound of Silence. I'm reflective. I've been campaigning on here for someone and loads of people don't even read me. It's finny. I tired to volunteer and help because I'm probably the biggest supporter, but because I didn't want to do door to door no one ever contact me. 

I didn't want to do door to door because I can't walk and stand for extended periods, medically. But they didn't hear that. So no calls for when something else opened. Missed out on the biggest supporter they have. 

Anyways, I just wish one person made a difference. I have always told myself that we are each uniquely and divinely created. That we are all special and only each of us individually can actually do the job we were placed here to do. I still firmly believe that and hold onto that hope. 

However I've been writing for years, and hoping people would read me and start a community, just like those on YouTube. I even was going to start up volgging but alas I write and write and no one responds or reads. And those who read once don't come back. 

So I keep on, and on, and push on and hope I make a difference, but do I, really, do I? This song fully describes how I feel. 

SIMON & GARFUNKEL LYRICS
"The Sound Of Silence"

Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools," said I, "You do not know.
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you.
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sounds of silence."

Peace, love and light!

GO VOTE. EARLY POLLS OPEN CANADA.

GO VOTE, GO VOTE. AND HOPEFULLY YOU WILL VOTE LIBERAL.


DON'T LET HARPER WASTE ANOTHER CENT!!! 

VOTE LIBERAL.

Peace, love and light!

Sitting home alone of a Friday night.

So my exciting night consists of eating fruit with chop sticks and a bottle of wine. How exciting. I should be thankful where as in Canada it's Thanksgiving weekend. So I am not trying to complain. I just wish I had family or something closer so that I could have a good old fashioned turkey day. I haven't had a proper Turkey day since my Grmmie passed away. I miss her.

So what are you up to? 

Peace, love and light!

Monday, October 5, 2015

WOW how times flies.

I just can't believe how time flies. It's amazing to me. So there's been stuff going on in social media, especially on YouTube that I will be addressing in a separate post. I'm even considering a vlog on it but unfortunately my vlog channel isn't running yet and I'm still working on getting editing software.

Besides Canadian politics there's a lot happening in the world that needs to be addressed. I am sorry for the break in writing. I've said that many times over, but this new job has been consuming a lot of my time. I am also trying to get my home in proper order, as well as possibly move. That's a dream thus far, but it's something I'm looking into.

So I will throw this out there for now. I've had people from Ireland read my blog. I really hope you get this one. I am wondering if someone would be able to assist with gemology and also how people move between countries. The two seem unconnected but for me they are. I've always had a desire to move to Ireland, or Australia. I would like to more on how to do this.

I am not rich by any means, and that seems to make things easier. I know it's possible. People do it all the time, I just don't quite know how. So if anyone out there can help PLEASE PLEASE let me know.

Peace, love and light!

Want Jobs?

If you want more job don't depend on Harper. He's done nothing and will keep doing nothing. Harper doesn't care about us who need more money and jobs, he only cares about being richer. I truly wish he wasn't able to run again. I thing he should HAVE to resign after 2 terms. 



Wednesday, September 30, 2015

ALL CANADIANS IF YOU LIKE YOUR FREEDOMS READ PLEASE.


Calling all Canadians to vote for. Read my Blog and you'll know who I am supporting. I am supporting a man who was raised by the man who created the Charter of Rights and Freedoms. Pierre Trudeau is the reason we have any rights, and freedoms at all. I've heard so much crap about Justin not being ready, what the hell. Are you kidding, he's got more behind him then Harper did in the first election, and even without being Prime Minister, he's got more in him then Harper EVER will.

All Harper has done is waste, waste, and waste. He's been in power for how long and nothing is getting better. YES and because of HIS crap, and I mean HIS, Anyone who gets into power will have A LOT of fixing to do before they can make any real headway, but we've got to get a MAJORITY vote, and give them the fighting chance they need.

If you are a Christian please don't be fooled by Harper's veiled concern for biblical views trust me he's only using this to gain you're vote, he could care a less about your actual views. Just like how I don't matter to him, Harper simply because I am poor. I do not matter to him. My thoughts, struggles, and views simply are of no use to him. HE could care a less about my goals, wants and abitions. How I strive for more then what I currently am now but due to no lack of hard work and determination I am still trying to get on my feet at 34 years old. He doesn't care.

We need someone who cares.


We, ALL CANADIANS, need someone who in the middle of it all stops for a moment and smells the flowers. Someone who cares. Someone who after he fixes Harper's mess, will follow in his Fathers footsteps and TRULY make a difference.

Peace, love and light!

Friday, September 11, 2015

7 million WASTED!


Oh because that's money that could've been used to assist us in not going into an economic crisis. But no it's like Harper says, "No I'm gonna inflate my own importance, and take all these pictures to make myself feel bigger, when the citizens of my country are struggling. HAHA I've fooled so many into thinking I actually give a shit about them, and not just about me being able to retire and still make over half my wages while most of them suffer, and struggle to live."

Really I swear that's his thoughts. He's the biggest narcissist in Canada.

People please vote SMART!

Peace, love and light!

Sorry all.

Hey, sorry guys and gals, and anyone else who reads this. I got caught up this last little bit, with a new job, and trying to get shit situated. Some things got kinda messy, and it mad for unpleasantness. I am hoping to get stuff resolved VERY shortly, but it's slow to start.

Anywho. NO excuse, still should be writing and keeping ya's up to date. The most resent thing to happen to me was I've been trying to get involved in the political stuff as a supporter and that just hasn't worked out, so I've been posting here a lot of that stuff. However, I just found out I can VOTE early, like now and not have to deal with all the bullshit on election day, so I think I am actually gonna do that as soon as I am able (if you Canadian and want to know how to vote early, comment down below and I will let you know).

Also, I've been debating on a few things. I DO want to go back to school to get a better education so that I could possibly teach or do law, but I am also now debating on IF I should be staying in Nova Scotia, or moving out to British Columbia.

This is a huge decision. No one I know is out there, nor is it close at all to my family. BUT this is something I am thinking I might have to do for me. I love Nova Scotia, been born and raised here, and am now 34 years old and love it here, but there's just lack of opportunities for people my age. I've worked my whole life, and just because I don't a a specific degree, I can't make a decent wage.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, if anyone reading has any suggestions/thoughts/opinions, I'd love to hear them.

Peace, love and light.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Canada, USA, Romania, Ireland!

So After I just posted my last blog, I went and checked who's been viewing, like traffic sources, and I noticed a couple. Of course I expected with some of my posts lately being Canadian political that that would draw more Canadian views.

So the stats approx. were:
     Canada - alot
     United States - several
     Ireland - few
     Romania - few

I can't wait till more people from all over are reading, however I love the numbers I currently see and I'd love to hear from you. Whomever is checking me out from Canada please let me know, and the US, where about are you? I've been to several places there.

Canada flag image sourced from: http://pichost.me/1779367/

US flag image sourced from: http://campbellsvillefourthofjuly.com/flag/


Romania, would love to hear from you. I've never been there but want to visit there someday, so please reach out.



Ireland - where do I even begin. Ireland has been a dream destination/ longing to move there, for some time. It's been a dream of mine for many many years. So I would so so so love to hear from you. Please reach out.



It would mean the world to me to hear from you so please do.

Peace, love and light!

Started new job.

Hey sorry for the delayed posting. I will get right back on track. I did do a video, but I'm having problems with my YouTube channel, so Blah. I had make-up on and everything, so it was pretty cool. As I'm pretty sure I've mentioned I changed careers last April, and starting a new career. This was a casual position, and I loved it. Well I landed a more a non casual position this time, it's still not permanent, but it's a awesome step to wards this. So I am excited, and that's why I missed positing. SORRY.

I will be back on track, and I hope to hear from ya'll soon!

Peace, love and light.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

10 Billion


Really? That's just telling me you're not smart enough to make decisions yourself.

Stand up for change. VOTE against HARPER.

Peace, love and light.

Saturday, August 29, 2015

What does Real Change look like?

Cannabis

So in Canada a big thing this election is Liberals stating they want to legalize Cannabis. They way they want to do this would be supremely beneficial for our economy, and would be done of a federal/national level, so that the individual provinces leaders cannot make choices on their own,kinda like what Nova Scotia's leaders just recently did with flavoured tobacco. So stupid, he banned it. Oh yeah and the economic hit to Nova Scotia was estimated at 5 million dollars. How sad.

For the record I am not someone who uses tobacco or cannabis. I am however a person who believes in keeping our economy strong. So if your going to do something that hurts that under any guise as to why, then your not fiscally responsible and you shouldn't be in power over this province.

That's why I am so passionate about this upcoming federal election. The right people need to be in power to make real changes that will benefit our country as a whole. It also wouldn't hurt to get who is in power here in Nova Scotia out as soon as possible. He's not doing what's best for our province.

Let's just also talk for a second about the benefits that cannabis has proven lately and how there is NO evidence that it is not beneficial. I recently spoke with medical professionals who state that Cannabis is better for some people with mental health and pain issues then the other medications out their with their side effects.

I will write more on what I know later.

Peace, love and light.

Friday, August 28, 2015

NO VOTE = NO VOICE

No matter where you live, if you do not register to vote, and actually vote, you have no voice in what is happening in your country. Everyone of ago and older needs to be registered and needs to vote. In these uncertain times, we all need to have a voice.


Thursday, August 27, 2015

Do we want another recession?


Liberal Email sent to supporters - http://www.liberal.ca/ --- Facebook https://www.facebook.com/LiberalCA?fref=ts

Ralph Goodale former Finance Minister:

The Bank of Canada has called our economy atrocious. Economists say with six consecutive months of negative growth we’ll be in a recession. We're at five months already and on the brink of the SECOND recession in Harper's decade -- the only G-7 country to suffer such a dubious distinction.


Peace, love and light!

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Oh my goodness. Just read this!

Information that was sent to Sum Of Us supporters to try and educated us and get our support to help the fight for what is right.

SumOfUs.org - http://sumofus.org/


Harper and his team have manipulated media cycles for years to try and keep the stink of scandal off them -- often putting out major policy announcements on a Friday night when they know hard-working Canadians are trying to relax with their families instead of paying attention to politics. They call it ‘taking out the trash’.

Harper is embroiled in the Duffy scandal, the economy is in free-fall, and oil prices are at an all time low. In the last two terms, Harper has stripped away environmental protections from our lakes and waterways and let big oil companies rewrite environmental laws word-for-word. He’s negotiated secret trade deals that put our rights at risk, given away Canada's best-run public companies, and attacked the privacy of all Canadians.

In 2006, Harper said, “You won’t recognize Canada when I’m through with it”. And sometimes we don’t. With just 7 weeks to go until the election, we need to ramp up the pressure on Harper and keep it on him until election day. With an expanded team of researchers and more resources, with cutting-edge communications tools we can get the story out far and wide, and run rapid response campaigns to hold our politicians to account.

Please go to http://sumofus.org/ to get any and all information, or to help them in the fight.

Monday, August 24, 2015

Our Veterans deserve better!!

Our Vets paid a price for us and our freedoms. They served their country and did it all to keep us safe. So why our Government makes it so hard for them to get the aid they deserve makes no sense. Like seriously Harper spends millions to make sure that they don't get what they deserve. It's just not right. Wasting all this money, that could go into our armed forces, and help them currently and the Vets. It's what should happen.


Calling all people to stand up and say that this can't happen anymore.

Peace, love and light.

More Vaping and E-Cigs

It's frustrating not living in a place where there are tonnes of options for things that you are looking for, but then on top of that due to where I live there are restrictions that stop me from being able to get what I want.

To explain, I live in Nova Scotia Canada, and there are really only a few Vape shops around here, and it's all brand new to us. But because I'm into it and I've been educating myself there are things that I want to get and I just can't.

E-juice is apparently restricted to only what I can get made in Canada, which the choices are limited. Also, the stores here bought so much stock of older stuff that they don't/won't carry anything else till they get rid of it.

Like RIP Trippers (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgZd5ygXFoQry9KDGlddSBg) and Vapor Trail (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvsAmm5z8q_BitOYvQvKAjA) both reviewed the Ijust2 kit. So I went looking for it, and no where has it, nor do they plan on getting them in. I suggested to one shop owner that it could become your easiest sale for someone new to vaping and looking for a simple but good way to start.

I was even in one shop where they were being hard sold on OLD product, when there was better options there. I'm not trying to be rude, but it's like no one cares about vaping here. They care about making a dollar on this NEW thing (because to us here it is new). I've known about it for years but Health Canada wouldn't allow it for some time.

I even dared to start taping some videos on YouTube to review the shops around here and what I'm able to get. Oh yeah, the stores will carry ELeaf tanks. I got started on a crappy PEN that sucked. It sucked so bad it was a waste of cash then it broke. I then got a 20W eleaf battery, and was sold on a nautilus tank. It dripped and gargled so bad I finally found a GS Air tank. Loved it, but it's a bit small, so wanted to upgrade to the GS Tank, and no one has them, because, and I quote, "Their not popular, ELeaf tanks are just not popular,"

Says the store person, who is trying to sell my partner a nautilus mini tank, when he's looking for an RDA. Like you know the difference right? RDAs and a nautilus mini are not for the same uses. But the stores don't even compete with each other.

Two shops offer loyalty rewards, but the other shops don't. They also don't seem to care that customers are coming in asking for product because they want it, and they get told NO. This stuff is new, and MOST consumers going in do not do the research I do before I go in. It's sad we cannot get what we want. I wish I could open my own shop so that people had an options to go to someone who wants to help them with the product.

Peace, love and light.

Sunday, August 23, 2015

E-Cigs or Vaping.

This is something that needs to be talked about. ESP in Nova Scotia Canada. There are organizations out there trying to help this industry, but there are officials ESP in Nova Scotia that hate it, and want it gone. They've already banned all flavoured tobacco here, that's right, flavoured cigars, and even MENTHOL tobacco products are no longer allowed to be sold. 

So studies actually PROVE that E-Cigs are 95% safer then normal cigs, so I just want to share the research with you. Check out these links, and educated yourself, so that you know all options to help you personally. Also, get involved. The fight is real, and lately the people in control of our Provinces, and Country have just been doing their own thing and not really caring. They need to do what the people want not what they prefer. 


and


ALSO, there is much much more information out there I can provide. Just comment and I'll help you out. 

Peace, love and light!


(The above image is not my own, all credit goes to the link underneath).

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Wasting $757 Million!

Harper needs to be stopped. Let's STAND UP this election and tell him NO MORE!


He thinks he can't be stopped. 


Peace, love and light!

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Narcissistic

I read an article about social media making us narcissistic. I'm going to comment because I believe we have control over what we do and how we do it. Social media is a wonderful tool to stay connected, however refusal to put down your phone is a choice. Refusal to go out and interact with people is a choice. Just because the tool is there doesn't mean you have to use it.

It's like my parents used to say, "Just because everyone else jumped off a bridge would you?" I don't have to become a selfie queen, or a non-stop poster. These are things I can do to add value to my already awesome life, not validation to make my life mean something.

We have the ability to make choices, and rather then blame something else for the choices we make, maybe just make better choices.

Peace, love and light!





Tuesday, August 18, 2015

RIP "Rowdy" Roddy Piper

This is a little late, but I felt it still needed to be done. This man made me love wrestling, and and I so sad he's passed. I really hope heavens ready for "Rowdy" Roddy Piper. The following is an image of him taken from probably the last thing that was recorded of him by WWE. WWE Table For 3, 1st episode, with the WrestleMania Legends. Check out the WWE network to get more great shows like this, go to (for Canada) http://www.wwe.com/canada or http://www.wwe.com for anywhere else, it will tell you how to sign up. IT is super worth it, if you love wrestling.

This was an awesome moment in the show and I just happened to pause as just the right time so I captured this moment.

"Just when they think they got the answers, I change the questions."


Peace, love and light!

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Not Fair!

Just to keep up with the current theme, there will be other posts other then political but I just want to share some more thoughts for any Canadians that might read. Certain things aren't fair and this is one of them.


Saturday, August 15, 2015

United Nations even disagrees with Harper. (Fixed Link)

The united Nations Human Right Coalition released an article about Harper's C-51 Bill and how it isn't just or right.

No matter who you are check out the article. especially if you are Canadian, read this!!!

http://www.thestar.com/news/canada/2015/07/23/anti-terror-bill-not-in-keeping-with-canadas-international-obligations-un.html


Canadian Election called early.

So I'm Canadian. I'm pretty sure that's no secret. SO I'm also gonna be posting somethings regarding the election here. I'm so upset with how Harper has been running things, I need to vent it out. Harper is our Prim Minister, and he's been doing things incorrectly. So a few posts will be surrounding that.

First thing is first. IF YOU ARE CANADIAN YOU NEED TO READ THIS NEXT SECTION CAREFULLY. Harper secretly changed voter rules/laws, so you may not be registered to vote. Normally it's kind of easy you just take ID/mail/passport, and the voter card and you're good to vote, well that's not the case.

ALSO, if you wern't registered last election, and you did go in and do what I mentioned above to be able to vote, it didn't put you in the system for this election. I know this for a fact. My partner went through all this last year, and thought he was registered this year, however he wasn't. If I didn't go to the website (will provide information below), and make sure they signed up to were not registered.

This is soooo cheeky but to resolve it it super simply. Follow the link below.
Peace, love and light.

http://www.elections.ca/register 
http://www.elections.ca/register
Make Sure! NO VOTE = NO VOICE

Thursday, August 13, 2015

That moment when...

That moment when you realize that after you reached out to all your friends, you truly have no one. That you are in fact a lone, and seemingly no one cares.

You feel hurt, lost, alone, a little confused and frustrated. You wonder how it got to this point where you do all you can for others, but they do not return the same kind. You still feel value, and love, since you feel that within yourself, but hurt to know that you have no friends.

You contemplate what to do, where to go, how to figure out what to do next, but not being able to figure anything out, instead of crying you sit and type, and type, and type. Try to write out the frustration, and hurt. So that it gets lost in words rather then inside you.

You may be alone, you may have no one, but you have you. You are all that truly matters. You and your happiness. So even though its hard at the moment and you don't know where to turn, look up, and keep your head up. Sit in silence, and just wait, you will figure it out. You will find another way.

You can do this.
Peace, love and light.

Sunday, August 9, 2015

Videos...Volgs

Hey all I've been taping a lot, and taking a bunch of pictures for video editing. I am completely new to this world so it could take me awhile to get them uploaded. I will link this all together too, so that you can get to my YouTube channel from the blog, and vice versa. So hang in there with me. I will be posting here To make up for the time.

I know not many people even read this much, but hopefully when things get going with the Vlog and blog, ya'll will keep reading. I've done one video that just introducing myself to the world, a music festival, and then fireworks, and also a venting session about vaping in the Maritime's in Canada.

I am excited. Here's a really awesome picture of a double pork Poutine I got from Smoke's down on the boardwalk during Canada Day celebrations. This will be fun once we start sharing these things.

Peace, love and light.


Thursday, July 30, 2015

Interview 2 down.

Interview 2 was completed, I think I did well. So here's hoping. =)

Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Glad to see.

Love it when I see people from all over checking out my blog. Sorry for there not being more, but I'm working on that.

I interviewed for a new job today, and passed the pre-screening, so tomorrow I have a live online interview, at which I am nervous for but really excited. I went to the beach today and just floated around to be at one with the universe, and meditate.

It was so calming and peaceful I felt all was right with the world for that moment. SO I will update as to how that goes, because here's hoping. I do have a job, but it's of vacation till after summer. Also I thought it would be awesome to have another job for increased income, but also hopefully the ability to to be able to do more.

I would like to be able to travel and also possibly get a house one day, but need savings for that so fingers crossed.

In starting this blog it was just a place I wanted to be me, and talk, and have people want to chat back. I've been thinking about starting up YouTube and Facebook, so that will bring more traffic here. I should probably pick a different topic and try to write about it each day.

If you have any topics you want discussed, let me know.

Peace, love and light.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Throwing a question out there...???

When is it okay to be officially just finished with someone, even if they are family?

That is the question? I know some would say their family so you can never be done, but when at what point do you allow your own family to be the ones who bring you down and continue to treat you like you don't matter?

I'm pretty giving, and I try very hard to be there for my family. I've always wanted a close family, but my family doesn't return the gesture. I try and try and they like just don't seem to care. They can go weeks, and months without even trying to get ahold of me to just see how I'm doing. If I didn't reach out to them, I don't know when they'd talk to me.

I know a few of my very close friends have said my family is strange and that they honestly don't understand why I even try anymore, and after this weekend, I honestly, don't know either. Like should I just stop contacting them? Do I  just let that fall away? Is that okay?

People say families are forever, but is that the family you choose rather then your actual family?

Peace, love and light!

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

I'm planning to connect my YouTube.

I'm doing a lot of research and I think I've figured out how to connect my YouTube channel to this account. See I used an old email to create my YouTube and now I have this one, and I didn't think I could switch it over to this one. It's strange I know. IDK how to do these things. I was just thinking that if I link these up then it will be better. I don't have anything posted there like volgs or anything, I only have the channels that I watch on a regular basis. Anyways if anyone has done this or has any suggestions please let me know. I figure the only way to get this going is to build it and hope you come. =D

Peace, love and light.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Didn't get to the fireworks.

I didn't get to the fireworks. But I will post something cool soon I promise. I just wana make sure that what I did get to see I can share. I went to a really cool outdoor music even and taped some cool things. So I;ll see if I can post them here then get back to ya.


Thursday, July 2, 2015

Yesterday was Canada Day

Yesterday was Canada day so I was out celebrating the festivities, and didn't get to post.

HAPPY CANADA DAY TO ALL CANADIANS.

And those who love Canada too. Everyone is welcomed.

The fireworks here were postponed due to rainy and foggy conditions, so I will try to get to the rescheduled date and take pictures or video, and post it here for ya.

Talk soon,
Peace, love and light.


Friday, June 26, 2015

I just think...

That everyone should really be who you are. I am a BIG girl. I  know this. If you want to be hippie, emo, goth, prep, hipster, or none of the above that's OK. You should be just who you are. I don't care if you've never been this before. Just be who you are now, no matter what.

IF IF IF you feel ALONE AND LIKE YOU HAVE NO ONE.  You are not alone, you have me and this blog, and hopefully soon to transform into a whole social media outlet. IF you feel alone let me know, and I will start VOLGGING too, asap.

I have no equipment, I just have a phone, but I will open up my blog, to YouTube, and then Facebook, so that we can chat back and fourth. You are not alone. WE are super together. I see all the YouTubers and such and their people all have like family names. My nick name is Colagranola, and this blog is called Just me! If you think of a family name, then that's awesome, lets do that too.

Lets be united.
Peace, love and light.

Pride

YAYAYA IRELAND!!!!! YAY USA. Good job countries approving gay marriage nationwide. Canada did this. I am so glad you all did. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA.

Now lets legalize more WORLDWIDE, everything that really should be legalized and the world would be more peaceful. We need to not take even a year to do this.


Nails

So I just attempted to do my nails again for like the 2nd time is over 7 years. My nails were also done one other time in that timeframe by my niece,  and at the time she did better then me when she was like 12 years old. So this is my attempt. I personally think for only ever applying nail polish myself a few times in a lifetime, 30 plus years I did pretty well. I will post the picture down below and you can let me know if I did good, bad, or what not and if you want to know anything about the product used you can ask me that too.

Thanks,
Peace, love and light


Wednesday, June 24, 2015

I'm gonna do some updating.

I just am looking over my blog tonight, and some tomorrow, and I'm gonna do some updating on somethings I may have talked on in the past and let you know what is happening, or had happened about those things.

That blog will be coming VERY soon. I'm really hoping that this picks up again and people like/follow/comment, and lets start our own little place here, and like I said if you want we can even expand it to YouTube and FaceBook.

Let me know,
Peace, love and light.

Yellow VS. Orange Bell Peppers

OK so this may seem silly, but I recently went searching online for the answer to a question and couldn't find it, so since I couldn't find it, I figured I'd try it and answer it myself. I asked, "Which is the sweetest pepper, yellow or orange?" Couldn't find the answer anywhere. CRAZY. I found all kinds or health benefits, which is awesome but no one said which they thought was the sweetest. SOOOOOOOOOOOO I bought some, cut them up and tired them.


My opinion before trying them was that the yellow would be sweetest because from everything I read it just seemed that way, less matured is the way they put it. My partner thought it would be the orange. So after we both tried it multiple times, even cleansing our palette with water, we both agreed. ORANGE wins. I couldn't believe it but orange is the sweetest.

With all that said, if you are looking for a vegetable that you can eat as a snack but is still sweet, run out and get some orange bell peppers.

See you soon,
Peace, love and light.



Let's do this.

So lets be real here, I do kinda suck at writing all the time, but that's because I think no one is reading. I have been wanting to be more interactive, like YouTubers, but no one even comments on my stuff so I assume no one is reading, and if no one is reading, then why bother. Right?

Well I'm here today to see if that's true. I have some real things I have been wanting to talk about, and even some political. I decided not to talk about political, because I'm in Canada, but not everyone who reads this maybe, so I thought I'd keep it to other things and see where it goes. If enough of you like me and want to start following and becoming interactive, then let me know.

If enough interest happens maybe I cold even start YouTubing. BUT it's all up to you, you have to let me know by reading, subscribing/following, and commenting down below.

Peace, love and light.

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Have to make some decisions.

So have been trying to find new work. It's pretty clear to me there is no where for me to move up where I currently am, and that's always been my goal. Get into a company, work hard, and eventually move up. I've applied to many internal positions here, that I am able to do, and the person in HR keeps making excuses for why I need a little more time, or they can coach me and get me ready for next time. It sounds like I'm making that up but I'm serious, and it's not just myself. I've been told many stories from others the same thing has happened too. Eventually the others just went above the HR persons head and got what they wanted, but I don't feel right doing that. I don't want to get any position higher with bad feelings associated with it. I'd rather earn the position and everyone be happy for me.

So I did put my self out there and I was able to get hired with another position, I'm filling out the paperwork and getting everything ready, but for now it's a casual only position, and there's a good chance I won't get full-time for awhile. So I was trying to find another part-time job to help supplement the income, to make it more what I get today. No takers yet. Have a few follow-up phone calls to make, but still need to make the next big jump you know.

Anyways, sorry again for the long break between posts.
Peace.

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Lay's Chocolate Covered Potato Chips

SOOOOOOOOOOO a little pissed today about a purchase I made. so I am gonna try to save anyone else the heartache. DON'T DON'T DON'T BUY Lay's Chocolate Covered Potato Chips. It was insulting. I don't know what the outcome will be, but I couldn't even submit a proper complaint on the website because the bar-code on my bag isn't even recognized. Look at the pictures.









SO bad. So I complained.

Facebook posted this comment with image: SAVE your money. They are not worth it. I have pictures of what I got in my bag and the so not worth 5$, completely false advertising with the images.

Emailed on website complaint: I actually want to email you my photos of what I received for your wonderful new chocolate chips. I use wonderful in an ironic sense. I feel COMPLETELY RIPPED OFF. Completely and utterly disgusted. The advertising for them was so promising, and they are a fantastic idea but you poorly executed it, and they turned out like complete crap. I am so mad, and feel ripped off. I've already posted everything all over social media, normally I give you time to do something right, but it's not right. I am a blogger, and use Facebook. If I can stop one other person from saving 5$ rather then wasting it and being completely gutted when they open the bag, then that's what I will do. COME ON, your products are normally wayyyyyyyyy SUPERIOR TO ALL OTHERS. This was almost a slap in the face. Oh we'll slap chocolate on it and no one will notice they are unevenly coated, and not covered everywhere. Totally insulting. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO mad.

Facebook messaged (after they removed my comment and image): Did you seriously remove my complaint, without even addressing it? I tried to submit a complaint on the website, but the bar code for the new stupid chocolate chips aren't even registered. I am SOOOOOOOOO pissed right now. This is truly the worst experience I've ever had with a company.  Anyways it's pretty pathetic that you hid behind being able to remove my post rather then being proactive and nice about the complaint. I am truly insulted.

I have no idea what will come out of this but as soon as I get some sort of response I will let yas know what they did.

Thanks for listening to my rant.