Rejected.

So I did it. I proposed and almost lost my whole relationship in the process. They were so upset because they said they didn't know if they'd ever give me what I want so therefore we shouldn't be together.

I haven't cried so hard in all my life. It was crazy. I feel so out of it. I did sleep, but it was so scary. It's like why did I even bother. I'm so so so incredibly stupid. Anyways I just wanted to update everyone. 

That bombed. =(

Peace, love and light!